FUCK YOU HUNGER GAMES
OMG I CANNOT EXPLAIN THE NEVERENDING RAGE I FEEL AFTER READING THE LAST HUNGER GAMES BOOK. SO MUCH FURY. THE EPILOGUE MADE IT EVEN WORSE.
LET'S JUST ASSUME EVERYTHING FOLLOWING IS IN CAPSLOCK AS THAT IS HOW I FEEL!
Erghhh! How could, after everything, Katniss just be completely destroyed? It's so wrong. That she would just placidly sit out the rest of her life going la la la. That she would choose Peeta just sort of by default because he's pretty unassuming and peaceful and hey he lives next door how convenient. That she just has no real feelings about her mother or Gale leaving her. That they just abandon her.
The whole system just uses and abandons her.
I AM STILL NOT OVER WHAT THE CAPITOL DID TO PEETA EITHER. HE WAS MY FAVOURITE. MORE THAN KATNISS. Usually I am all over the protag like oh noes they have such a hard life and who am I to judge them? I will love them the most. But what was great is that Katniss really pissed me off at times, A LOT OF TIMES REALLY, but she was a survivor, a victor.
ALSO WHAT WAS THAT SHIT WITH HOW VAGUELY PEETA JUST KIND OF GOT BETTER? TO THE FACT THAT HE FELT SAFE TO HAVE CHILDREN AND I HAVE TO ASSUME HE FELT HE WASN'T GOING TO GO CRAZY AND KILL KATNISS OR THEM? And Katniss doesn't even tell us their names. She's so detatched from them. It's just.. IT'S SO TRAGIC!
I WANT TO RE-WRITE SO MUCH OF THIS.
AU FROM THE MOMENT THE REBEL HOVERCRAFT PULLS HER OUT OF THE SECOND ARENA.
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEARL?
Fuck, I get the whole allegorical nature of the story and the rebels being as bad as the Capitol and I HATED KATNISS when she voted yes to the hunger games with the Capitol children because WHAT THE FUCK? BUT I UNDERSTOOD IT. THE VENGENCE. If Prim had survived then definitely she would have voted no.
I can even appreciate the fact that everything that happens from the very first reaping to the silver parachute firebombs is pointless. Utterly pointless. Because Katniss only volunteered to save Prim and she dies because of the games anyway.
I JUST WISH THERE HAD BEEN FIGHT LEFT IN HER. How dare they exile her to District 12? To live with the ghosts of everyone she loved who's dead? Alone without her mother or her best friend. To regress. To live in the house the Capitol forced upon her, used to control and monitor her. A house that's a trophy. A trophy that stands for everything she lost by winning the games.
SHE CAN'T JUST LIVE QUIETLY, COMPLACENTLY WITH PEETA INTO OLD AGE. That's not how it's supposed to be!
ARGHHHHHHH. I COULD JUST RAGE ON FOR HOURS AND HOURS. TELL ME I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO'S SO VICIOUSLY ANGRY AT THEIR FATE?
SERIOUSLY. I NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS MORE!
LET'S JUST ASSUME EVERYTHING FOLLOWING IS IN CAPSLOCK AS THAT IS HOW I FEEL!
Erghhh! How could, after everything, Katniss just be completely destroyed? It's so wrong. That she would just placidly sit out the rest of her life going la la la. That she would choose Peeta just sort of by default because he's pretty unassuming and peaceful and hey he lives next door how convenient. That she just has no real feelings about her mother or Gale leaving her. That they just abandon her.
The whole system just uses and abandons her.
I AM STILL NOT OVER WHAT THE CAPITOL DID TO PEETA EITHER. HE WAS MY FAVOURITE. MORE THAN KATNISS. Usually I am all over the protag like oh noes they have such a hard life and who am I to judge them? I will love them the most. But what was great is that Katniss really pissed me off at times, A LOT OF TIMES REALLY, but she was a survivor, a victor.
ALSO WHAT WAS THAT SHIT WITH HOW VAGUELY PEETA JUST KIND OF GOT BETTER? TO THE FACT THAT HE FELT SAFE TO HAVE CHILDREN AND I HAVE TO ASSUME HE FELT HE WASN'T GOING TO GO CRAZY AND KILL KATNISS OR THEM? And Katniss doesn't even tell us their names. She's so detatched from them. It's just.. IT'S SO TRAGIC!
I WANT TO RE-WRITE SO MUCH OF THIS.
AU FROM THE MOMENT THE REBEL HOVERCRAFT PULLS HER OUT OF THE SECOND ARENA.
WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PEARL?
Fuck, I get the whole allegorical nature of the story and the rebels being as bad as the Capitol and I HATED KATNISS when she voted yes to the hunger games with the Capitol children because WHAT THE FUCK? BUT I UNDERSTOOD IT. THE VENGENCE. If Prim had survived then definitely she would have voted no.
I can even appreciate the fact that everything that happens from the very first reaping to the silver parachute firebombs is pointless. Utterly pointless. Because Katniss only volunteered to save Prim and she dies because of the games anyway.
I JUST WISH THERE HAD BEEN FIGHT LEFT IN HER. How dare they exile her to District 12? To live with the ghosts of everyone she loved who's dead? Alone without her mother or her best friend. To regress. To live in the house the Capitol forced upon her, used to control and monitor her. A house that's a trophy. A trophy that stands for everything she lost by winning the games.
SHE CAN'T JUST LIVE QUIETLY, COMPLACENTLY WITH PEETA INTO OLD AGE. That's not how it's supposed to be!
ARGHHHHHHH. I COULD JUST RAGE ON FOR HOURS AND HOURS. TELL ME I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO'S SO VICIOUSLY ANGRY AT THEIR FATE?
SERIOUSLY. I NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS MORE!