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I had a pretty BLAH kinda day...school, then home and binged...ughhhh....then chippy came over for an hr before he went to work...
Then i sat around and at 6, got my ass up against my will to go to eat with my fam at a greek restaurant...im greek, so it was cool...lol..but i got REALLY anxious...cause my grandparents r so mean and critical of me..they told me it was my fault my dad raped me and that i was a slut and should have told my mom...blah blah...and they say im a problem child and my mom would be better off without me...
Then....i went to see chippy at the mall..and got a hott shirt to wear with my black pants and sexy new shoes to GRAD BASH! tomarrow night....itll be fun i hope....
after he got off, i was still real anxious so we sat in his car and talked...then started messing around...lol, it was fun, but i started kissing his stomach and right above his belt and it made him crazy...ha ha....and i was like ill stop, cause i dont wanna start something u wont let me finish..cause a few nights ago he said he wanted to wait..cause hes never done any of that before..and i was like ok, ill wait as long as u want...but tonight hes like who said i didnt wanna? i was like hmmmmm...but then my mom called and told me to get my ass home cause it was 10:30 blah blah...so i left, and hes coming over tomarrow, after school before we get ready for grad bash, and im sure ill have some fun with him then, considering i wont be able to even kiss him all night! : ( Im getting so attached to him...I know I love him, but Im falling IN LOVE with him...and its so scary to me because i dont wanna get hurt..so i think ill write him a letter b4 i go to sleep...
anyways, i gotta go write a poem 4 english..poerty contest..ha ha about seniors and graduation...lol...
So, goodnight all....
Then i sat around and at 6, got my ass up against my will to go to eat with my fam at a greek restaurant...im greek, so it was cool...lol..but i got REALLY anxious...cause my grandparents r so mean and critical of me..they told me it was my fault my dad raped me and that i was a slut and should have told my mom...blah blah...and they say im a problem child and my mom would be better off without me...
Then....i went to see chippy at the mall..and got a hott shirt to wear with my black pants and sexy new shoes to GRAD BASH! tomarrow night....itll be fun i hope....
after he got off, i was still real anxious so we sat in his car and talked...then started messing around...lol, it was fun, but i started kissing his stomach and right above his belt and it made him crazy...ha ha....and i was like ill stop, cause i dont wanna start something u wont let me finish..cause a few nights ago he said he wanted to wait..cause hes never done any of that before..and i was like ok, ill wait as long as u want...but tonight hes like who said i didnt wanna? i was like hmmmmm...but then my mom called and told me to get my ass home cause it was 10:30 blah blah...so i left, and hes coming over tomarrow, after school before we get ready for grad bash, and im sure ill have some fun with him then, considering i wont be able to even kiss him all night! : ( Im getting so attached to him...I know I love him, but Im falling IN LOVE with him...and its so scary to me because i dont wanna get hurt..so i think ill write him a letter b4 i go to sleep...
anyways, i gotta go write a poem 4 english..poerty contest..ha ha about seniors and graduation...lol...
So, goodnight all....