its the little things that matter

[sexy_rancidgirl]

ok so i just got finished crying my eyes out.
i had a long talk with Andrea about Maine.  I'm thinking about moving back.  I just miss it sooo much, i cant stand it.  everything i do makes me think of all the awesome times in maine.  BaseBall games with all my friends.  always hanging out after school.  going out at 2:00 in the morning to mow the

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[final_fairwell]

ahhhh! no! no maine! ill miss you! dude, who am i gonna get my cool cool string from? or piss of Gabe in math with? or let tie up my sweater and take crazy pictures of me? or eat lunch with? or laugh at david with? or watch their really cool cow take a shit with? or fail pe with? <333

you cant say u dont have fun in florida. when we're together were laughing like 75% of the time. and if thats not good enough then give me coffee.

Plus ur dream is here, and its not only ur dream its ur future.

Just put more thought into it before you make up ur mind. dont take florida for granted. maybe its not as bad as you think but you just dont notice because ur so focussed on missing maine.

Then again, if maine is where you really wanna be then follow ur heart and go there. i guess if u think about it you kinda have the choice between ur future in riding or ur friends.

but my opinion is that u cant leave me. :-D

[sexy_rancidgirl]

i do have fun here, but everything i think about i always think of the times in maine. its not all about my future in riding, i left my family there, and my friends. so its kind of chosing between family friends, and family and friends. werid.
its not that i dont have fun with you and everyone, but i dunno. i really only hang out with you at school, that kinda sucks too. too many mixed feelings, but thanks.
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[faded4life]

iight.. so i wanted you 2 write in ur journal, but um, i wuz hoping it wouldnt b sumthin like this, lol.. :-\ i wish i could say that i kno how u feel, but i dont, cuz when i moved 2 florida i wuz only 6.. and around then u havnt really started a real life yet.. in ur case u had everything going and everything in place then it all gets fucked up and jumbled around.. i can understand why u want 2 go bak 2 maine, i mean, its basically all uve ever known.. im not saying i wont miss you, cuz i would miss you A LOT, but im saying that u gotta do wut u gotta do, n if thats sumthin that needs 2 happen, then i wish u luck (:-().. i just hope you find sum way 2 make things better 4 urself, whether it be 2 tuff it out n stay down here or 2 go back up 2 maine.. as long as u can be happy and start having fun n not having 2 think 24-7 (cuz i kno how that is, n it sux major ass.. in fact thinking in general sux major ass).. i mean, florida is home 2 me and i still have dayz that i wish i could just die and that things would just dissapear.. i guess

[sexy_rancidgirl]

thanks, its good to know that i have friends like you here
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[sweetpeabramble]

i kno how u feel, even tho i lived in virginia for a year i made alot of friends and we would hang out all the time. but when i knew i had to come bak to florida i was so sad and started cryin my eyes out! :( and i miss my friends and i might not see them again :(((
i'm really sorry bout whas happenin to u now. hope everything will be ok :)