im drawing at the moment, bursting into tears
listening to pink floyd
wishing i was cutting or getting high or getting drunk
im currently sleeping at my brother's apartment
i have a flood of mixed emotions
confusion.. doubt.. i dunno >.still working at the same piece of shit job ( Read more... )

work still sucks, what a big surprise..
ive bothered some people at work, thats always fun ^.^
and.. lets see.. umm..
i dunno.. i've been spending money like crazy..
mostly for my shitty car.. and effing gas that keeps going up >.those fuckers ( Read more... )

ok.. so, august 1 05 ( Read more... )

*sighs*
i know some nice girls..
its going.. sorta ok?
i guess..
sammy is pissing me off..
like ALWAYS
i try to get along with her..
but.. i dunno..
shes impossible -.-'
i need to get a job.. though.
at a call center
but my hair is too long.. and i
wont cut it or comb it..
*giggles*
im screwed.. royally

1= I like you ( Read more... )

i love that song.. play it over and
over and over, ill listen to it so
much, it becomes static in the back
ground

i wonder
can a person be hurt so much,
that they no longer feel?
nor pain nor pleasure?
i wonder
about a lot of things


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<3 krystal
she didnt say she wasnt a hottie *gasp*
so she must be one ^.^
*dances* hurray!

oh, and i had no idea vash (trigun)
wasnt even human =O
and.. umm...

Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake


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ok.. i went to apply for a job at pizza hut ( Read more... )

ok.. so.. yesterday.. i went to visit my aunts, fun times ( Read more... )

ive been crying my eyes out..
my best friend forever, rachel, says she doesnt like me
cuz her bf doesnt like me...
and.. i cant talk to her now..