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got in a car crash....yes my fault again. i cant keep a car for more than a year how fucking ridiculous. so between last august ad now...ui have gotten 2 speeding tickets, 1 moving violation and two crashes....both totaling my car. this one that happened yesterday.....was by far the worst...and i never want to drive again....i fucking dropped my perfume bottle and it was falling under the brake pedal, so i went to get it...and going about 40 on el camino, i lokked up and there was a saab...and i was like shit..boom,...smash...crumple...and the airbages went off and all this smoke came in the car and it smelled like ass...it was awful...i have welts and cuts on my arm because i had blocked my face with my arms..and i also have a huge red bruise on my boob...i am in pain....and my car and license is gone. The saabs bumper fell off and the rigth back side is kinda crumpled...she was stopped and i ran into her full speed...shes okay, thnak god. but still she has significant damage to her crappy car. my crash was in the left hand lane...and ironically this crash was right in front of the lincoln/mercury dealership in menlo park...and my other one had connection with the cadillac dealership about a mile up. HAH. I am hella happy to not have to worry about driving or my car anymore....and ill lose my shitty job within a month anyway...so after that no more driving..which i am pretty relieved about...and i probably wont get my license back till august..cuz thats when i wrecked my last camry. hopefully my camry is fixable so ill have it for later. and i really loved that car...it was super nice.
i am tired, i am working..and i just want to go to sleep.
i want to work at bloomingdales...so i guess ill drop by there later. I have doen really well with coke..but im going for soem today..i am just upsset...and i need to feel wonderful for a couple of hours at least. fuck it. therapy is going well. i am going to be doing some volunteer work at the lucille packard childrens hospital..i am super excited. well..story time is beginning..so i gotta walk the little shitover there. hope you all are doing well.
i am tired, i am working..and i just want to go to sleep.
i want to work at bloomingdales...so i guess ill drop by there later. I have doen really well with coke..but im going for soem today..i am just upsset...and i need to feel wonderful for a couple of hours at least. fuck it. therapy is going well. i am going to be doing some volunteer work at the lucille packard childrens hospital..i am super excited. well..story time is beginning..so i gotta walk the little shitover there. hope you all are doing well.