Rage...

[sexwithsin]

 White hot fury boils through my blood and I seek to calm it... so I am going to write.

I take time to form bonds with people, to truly begin to trust them.  I let myself trust someone a little sooner than usual and in typical fashion it resulted in me getting burned, badly.  The irony is that this wasn't a romantic relationship even, it was just a

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[sketch_says]

Dearest, in true irony, I haven't logged into LJ in sometime over a year and I return to heartbreakingly read this. Allow me to say that, in my experience, there has never been anything wrong with you.

You mentioned in this post that you were trying to help him. Now I don't know the details or depths of his issues but I can say from personal experience that often times those who need help cannot get it from the outside no matter how pure the source. It sounds to me in reading this that he needed to help himself before he would be capable of holding a friendship of any real quality.

I'm truly sorry that you went through this but you are and have been for as long as I've experienced, a good person. Never let the negativity of others or their unfortunate circumstances change that. Be safe, be well, I'm thinking of you.