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So, I'm going to chalk the last 2... guess its 3 .... days up to Hormones.
There was the day where I had the really super shitty day at work.
There was yesterday
and then there was today... where I sat all alone in this house, lonely & bored & grouchy & miserable... and one person did stop by but by that point I was so far gone there wasn't a shot in hell I was going to be nice to them Hahahahaha....
I probably made a horrible impression on him but I really don't care. He asked if I empathized with other people's problems in the middle of me trying to vent about some of my own, and that was just the wrong approach to take right then.... especially because I do. Lets put it this way, if people come to me with problems or if they post about problems absolutely i empathize. If they have problems though and they don't say anything then no obviously if I don't know there's a problem I don't but that's neither here nor there!
Anyhow... after spending the entire day alone & most of the evening, I went back to the cave I call a bedroom where the computer keeps it roasting even with 2 fans running & 1 window open... and I signed up for "Plenty o fish" because Lavalife wasn't yielding any results. Probably because Lavalife doesn't have what I'm looking for which is people to go offroading with, basically LOL
Plenty o Fish does however! I can actually run searches and narrow down everybody within a 50mile radius or even smaller, who has an interest in 4x4ing or Offroading :D Which is pretty sweet, I must say! I think its cool at least.
I also have to give a shoutout and big thanks to one of my dearest most beloved friends, RobS. I miss him like effin' crazy, I've loved him for as long as I can remember and tonight he gave me -exactly- what I needed which I didn't even realize I needed until I heard it which was simply for one of my friends to say "You'll be fine"
He said that, over messenger and it was like this huge weight just lifted off my shoulders... after 3 days it had started to feel very much like I wasn't going to be okay and the worst things always happen when I start to question myself... :D
So thanks Rob...
After that I went out & played a few games of pool with my friends Liz & Matt, and then we came back and I went on Plenty o fish again and made some offroading buddies... and then now here I am.
And I have no idea when I wrote that! LOL *hits update* Moving right alongto the next posst...
There was the day where I had the really super shitty day at work.
There was yesterday
and then there was today... where I sat all alone in this house, lonely & bored & grouchy & miserable... and one person did stop by but by that point I was so far gone there wasn't a shot in hell I was going to be nice to them Hahahahaha....
I probably made a horrible impression on him but I really don't care. He asked if I empathized with other people's problems in the middle of me trying to vent about some of my own, and that was just the wrong approach to take right then.... especially because I do. Lets put it this way, if people come to me with problems or if they post about problems absolutely i empathize. If they have problems though and they don't say anything then no obviously if I don't know there's a problem I don't but that's neither here nor there!
Anyhow... after spending the entire day alone & most of the evening, I went back to the cave I call a bedroom where the computer keeps it roasting even with 2 fans running & 1 window open... and I signed up for "Plenty o fish" because Lavalife wasn't yielding any results. Probably because Lavalife doesn't have what I'm looking for which is people to go offroading with, basically LOL
Plenty o Fish does however! I can actually run searches and narrow down everybody within a 50mile radius or even smaller, who has an interest in 4x4ing or Offroading :D Which is pretty sweet, I must say! I think its cool at least.
I also have to give a shoutout and big thanks to one of my dearest most beloved friends, RobS. I miss him like effin' crazy, I've loved him for as long as I can remember and tonight he gave me -exactly- what I needed which I didn't even realize I needed until I heard it which was simply for one of my friends to say "You'll be fine"
He said that, over messenger and it was like this huge weight just lifted off my shoulders... after 3 days it had started to feel very much like I wasn't going to be okay and the worst things always happen when I start to question myself... :D
So thanks Rob...
After that I went out & played a few games of pool with my friends Liz & Matt, and then we came back and I went on Plenty o fish again and made some offroading buddies... and then now here I am.
And I have no idea when I wrote that! LOL *hits update* Moving right alongto the next posst...