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Well my birthday was pretty cool i got really wasted, not something i wanted to do but hey had nothing else to do, it was nice jess came down and completely shocked me cuz i thought she had something to do but she lied to me, and by the time she got there i was already wasted yet i saw her and hung up on my brother, who of course i was drunk dialing and gave her a big hug, i cant wait till me her and goon move into our new place, its was nice to hang out with someone u havnt seen in 2 weeks lol...anyways it was a good time, but in the end i still feel alone when its all said and done cuz i dont wanna spend my birthdays that way, i wanna spend them with ppl i love and care bout and i did but i also drank and was with ppl who want to do that but i dont think thats really who i am...this summer im hoping for great things and i hope that they can happen but if they dont oh well, i need to figure out where im going im taking a cj 305 class on accident maybe ill end up liking that and maybe it will help me figure out what i want to do...anyways im up at school and nobody is around and its quite boring and quite depressing, not what i need, maybe i shoulda stayed home this summer...oh well hope everyone is having a great summer