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I have held myself silenced for far too long. Browsing through the entries that depicted my earlier college life, I have found myself becoming that which I used to despise. Is this the course of humanity? Becoming that which we once hated, easily realizing the potential of our shadow by the characterization of all we hate being grouped into one entity. My life has completely changed from that first fateful semester, being completely twisted and distorted from the vision that once existed. Paranoid overshadows my life, the fear of being alone constantly haunting every thought that enters my mind. Yes, this is drug induced, but who is to say what is true and what isn't? Gone are the days when I knew everyone in every room. I am now reduced to a loner, occassionally encountering old friends from that year, the year which magic infected all of us and we were powerless to defend against it. By looking through the entries, I was depressed as I am now, but this state feels so much more emotionless.
to be continued...?
to be continued...?