On being lazy and procrastinating.
its been so long since i've written. written, written written. i miss it. i miss the silly decriptive/narrative essays we used to have to do in primary/secondary school. i miss the GP essays that made me feel like i was actually using my brain. i miss just writing the nonsense that floats around in my brain (believe me, there's a whole lot of rubbish in there). i even miss the lit essays, the hoi essays. I miss doing arts.
i like writing. don't get me wrong, i moan about doing essays just as much as the next person. i'm a lazy asshole. but i like writing. once you get over the part where you actually have to plan out your essay, once you get past doing the required readings, once you've gotten down all your points... the writing, its fun. its actually so much fun. i don't want to be doing a stupid econs essay, anything factual and boring. no no no. i want to write, i want to argue my point. i'm not the best at it, but... i miss it.
so anyway! its been long since i've dropped by here for no reason other than just to write. I've been super busy. Whoever said that uni would be the easiest part of your education LIED. lies, lies lies. School time's getting shorter kids, and things are so much more crammed now. Primary school? oh, 6 years. take your time. Secondary school? 4 years, you're still growing up. JC, poly? oh my god hurry up, study study study, you're playing?! you idiot you're gonna fail!! i don't actually know how it is in poly - maybe its the same as uni. but uni's so much stress! its like, first we had 6 years for a syllabus, then 4 years, then 2, and in Trinity i had one year, and now.... its a semester. one semester, about 4-5 months, and i'm supposed to be well-versed in all these new things that are being chucked at me. things that i'd have gotten a lot more time to learn in JC and stuff. This is mostly me being a whiny, lazy bitch, but... Uni is STRESSFUL. Assignments aren't distributed out evenly. Uni diarrheas them out. DIARRHEAS okay. every subject's just like 'okay here's your assignment, its due in 1 month/2 weeks/next week' and you're like 'holy shit only one week, but i have other subjects due too!!' and they're just like 'well who gives a fuck'
okay i'm ranting cause i had 3 assignments thrown at me out of nowhere, AND i have a test the same week (this week) but i've been alright so far. got started really early, so i had one due Tuesday (8 May), Thursday (10 May), test on Friday (11 May) and last assignment due Sunday (13 May and oh god, i know right? who even makes an assignment due on a Sunday /grumble grumble). but anyway, I'm done with my Tuesday and Thursday assignment, so all thats left is to mug up on my test and do my last assignment. I can do this, yes I can! *cheers self on and waves pompoms*
School's been boring. I hardly ever go to uni, mostly only on Tuesdays and Wednesdays do i pop by. I just can't be arsed on the other days. Its a bit bad though. Some days i can just not leave the house. one weekend i stayed in from friday till monday. all i did was pop up to my friend's apartments (i have a few living in the same building) or they came over. Horrible, horrible lazy siewjean.
So anyway. Tomorrow, nay, today (its after midnight you guys) is Wednesday. Also known as the only day when siewjean has tutorials so she goes to school properly. And I haven't done my tutes this week pfft. AND my finance textbook that i borrowed on overnight loan (i hate the borrowing system) is due today (hence overnight) and i haven't even read it yet. Ah well.
So see you guys! here ends my procrastination and (hopefully) starts me being hardworking and completing my tute! if not... i'll just go tomorrow and fake it. no one cares anyway. hurhur love y'all many kisses yumyum ok time to go byeeeee :*
PS I ATE A LOT TODAY AND I'M VERY SLEEPY NOW HAHAHA ITS 2.15AM AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANY WORK SINCE COMING HOME.
AND I BOUGHT NEW SOAP TODAY ITS MANGO BUTTER AND IT SMELLS YUMMY SAY HI TO YUMMY SMELLING SJ ^_^
kbye~
i like writing. don't get me wrong, i moan about doing essays just as much as the next person. i'm a lazy asshole. but i like writing. once you get over the part where you actually have to plan out your essay, once you get past doing the required readings, once you've gotten down all your points... the writing, its fun. its actually so much fun. i don't want to be doing a stupid econs essay, anything factual and boring. no no no. i want to write, i want to argue my point. i'm not the best at it, but... i miss it.
so anyway! its been long since i've dropped by here for no reason other than just to write. I've been super busy. Whoever said that uni would be the easiest part of your education LIED. lies, lies lies. School time's getting shorter kids, and things are so much more crammed now. Primary school? oh, 6 years. take your time. Secondary school? 4 years, you're still growing up. JC, poly? oh my god hurry up, study study study, you're playing?! you idiot you're gonna fail!! i don't actually know how it is in poly - maybe its the same as uni. but uni's so much stress! its like, first we had 6 years for a syllabus, then 4 years, then 2, and in Trinity i had one year, and now.... its a semester. one semester, about 4-5 months, and i'm supposed to be well-versed in all these new things that are being chucked at me. things that i'd have gotten a lot more time to learn in JC and stuff. This is mostly me being a whiny, lazy bitch, but... Uni is STRESSFUL. Assignments aren't distributed out evenly. Uni diarrheas them out. DIARRHEAS okay. every subject's just like 'okay here's your assignment, its due in 1 month/2 weeks/next week' and you're like 'holy shit only one week, but i have other subjects due too!!' and they're just like 'well who gives a fuck'
okay i'm ranting cause i had 3 assignments thrown at me out of nowhere, AND i have a test the same week (this week) but i've been alright so far. got started really early, so i had one due Tuesday (8 May), Thursday (10 May), test on Friday (11 May) and last assignment due Sunday (13 May and oh god, i know right? who even makes an assignment due on a Sunday /grumble grumble). but anyway, I'm done with my Tuesday and Thursday assignment, so all thats left is to mug up on my test and do my last assignment. I can do this, yes I can! *cheers self on and waves pompoms*
School's been boring. I hardly ever go to uni, mostly only on Tuesdays and Wednesdays do i pop by. I just can't be arsed on the other days. Its a bit bad though. Some days i can just not leave the house. one weekend i stayed in from friday till monday. all i did was pop up to my friend's apartments (i have a few living in the same building) or they came over. Horrible, horrible lazy siewjean.
So anyway. Tomorrow, nay, today (its after midnight you guys) is Wednesday. Also known as the only day when siewjean has tutorials so she goes to school properly. And I haven't done my tutes this week pfft. AND my finance textbook that i borrowed on overnight loan (i hate the borrowing system) is due today (hence overnight) and i haven't even read it yet. Ah well.
So see you guys! here ends my procrastination and (hopefully) starts me being hardworking and completing my tute! if not... i'll just go tomorrow and fake it. no one cares anyway. hurhur love y'all many kisses yumyum ok time to go byeeeee :*
PS I ATE A LOT TODAY AND I'M VERY SLEEPY NOW HAHAHA ITS 2.15AM AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANY WORK SINCE COMING HOME.
AND I BOUGHT NEW SOAP TODAY ITS MANGO BUTTER AND IT SMELLS YUMMY SAY HI TO YUMMY SMELLING SJ ^_^
kbye~