foid poosoning
i dont even really have anything to say in here. i guess im just typing to type, because i havent updated in a couple days. but thats just because things have been the same. well, except for last friday. that was the night of steves party, where a lot of shit went down, but nothing was really done about any of it. needless to say, i dont think him and i are friends at all anymore. and too bad i cant hook up with his roommate, who is nicer. so i had a fun weeked. that was friday, then saturday i worked (which sucked to have to work after i partied) but then i went to a party at erics house in davis where i saw old friends such as kevin, jessica, russ, matt and lisa..not to mention eric eugenel and nick. fun stuff. sunday i made my way to VV where i spent time with jenny and later dann and jenn. monday went to lunch with my mom and danny, she bought me clothes from the Gap and we shopped and then i took a long nap after talking on the phoen with jenny. eventually making my way back to sac. upon my return, i looked at my work schedule only to find that i dont work until 4:30 today, and wished that i had known that because i would have stayed in VV another night and just gone straight to work from VV this afternoon. oh well. saturday is chrissys bachalerette party. i have to work. i doubt anyone will take my shift, no one wants to take saturday night shifts. then her wedding is the 21, so i need to request that off....something tells me that steve isnt going to be going with me to the wedding....so i think sarah will come with me. shes hella fun anyways. im sad because i missed the state fair, yet again. well not really sad. i thought it would be going on longer, so i never really thought about a time to go. oh well whatever.
i feel somewhat annoyed right now. i dont really know by what, who or why. but thats just how i feel. oh sure i can find some reason and actually pinpoint the annoyance, but i fear that should i do so, it will get worse and put me in a huge bad mood. perhaps i should just go shower and buy myself something. maybe then i will feel better. at least just get out of my apartment. i hate being here. i feel so trapped inside my own thoughts, and that scares me.
i feel somewhat annoyed right now. i dont really know by what, who or why. but thats just how i feel. oh sure i can find some reason and actually pinpoint the annoyance, but i fear that should i do so, it will get worse and put me in a huge bad mood. perhaps i should just go shower and buy myself something. maybe then i will feel better. at least just get out of my apartment. i hate being here. i feel so trapped inside my own thoughts, and that scares me.