just punch me in the mouth, okay?
I hate the dentist. I hate going and I hate what they tell me afterwards. Sure I don't have any cavities, but I did have this weird enflamed part that hurt last week. They didn't know what is was but they had to clean it out with some weird water thing. I had to be numbed up for them to do it. There was more blood on that little gauze pad than I was expecting. Now I'm numb, my lip feels huge, and I feel a little nauseated, and I won't be able to eat for a few hours. ALSO I have had this little bubbly thing on my lower gum since, or probably even before I had my braces. The orthodontist said it was probably nothing; it may be a piece of tooth that was left behind. She had said that if I wanted to see an oral surgeon about it I could. It’s never caused me any pain or discomfort; it's just been there. The dentist sees it and calls it a "papaloma" and says it's basically like a wart. She tells my mom that it's A VIRUS. So my mom is freaking out that I have some sort of viral infection! This little thing went from nothing to a fucking virus? So now I will probably have to go to an oral surgeon to get the damn thing cut out. I am in a really bad mood. A FUCKING VIRUS! WTF! I seem to have more things wrong with my mouth than any person I know. How about they just rip them all out and give me a whole new set. Maybe I won't have so many problems. Thank you so much genetics for giving me really bad teeth. I don't know if I want to scream or cry or throw up.