sooo weird
so i was trying to figure out why i was lookin at my cell phone and feeling nauseated when i saw the date.
then i remembered why.
4/5/03....i don't even care anymore, yet it still bothers me and makes me naucious on the date. probably because of the way things went down and everything. i remember driving home crying hysterically, and jennie just happened to show up at my house that night. i don't know how she just randomly showed up and knocked on my window....she just did. sooo weird, she didn't expect me to answer the door crying either. but she sat and talked with me and made me calm down a little. i remember waking up my mom, and just crying. i remember they were going on a trip the next week, her and my brother for marching band, and she almost cancelled going because she was afraid of what i would do to myself. i remember just being miserable, how i stung literally and emotionally.... how i felt like i wouldn't ever be able to function normally again.
and in two weeks im gonna have to remember something similar to this, but on a less extreme level...
why do boys think its ok to break your heart in april?
then i remembered why.
4/5/03....i don't even care anymore, yet it still bothers me and makes me naucious on the date. probably because of the way things went down and everything. i remember driving home crying hysterically, and jennie just happened to show up at my house that night. i don't know how she just randomly showed up and knocked on my window....she just did. sooo weird, she didn't expect me to answer the door crying either. but she sat and talked with me and made me calm down a little. i remember waking up my mom, and just crying. i remember they were going on a trip the next week, her and my brother for marching band, and she almost cancelled going because she was afraid of what i would do to myself. i remember just being miserable, how i stung literally and emotionally.... how i felt like i wouldn't ever be able to function normally again.
and in two weeks im gonna have to remember something similar to this, but on a less extreme level...
why do boys think its ok to break your heart in april?