have a little faith in me.
This was the best weekend that i have had in a while. The best one all year probably. (There have only been like 6 weekends in 09, lol)
Friday i went to Katies. I havent been there in about 3 weeks but it still felt like home. Fell asleep at 8 watching pokemon with her. We woke up the next morning and snuggled for a bit (though not enough occurred. it was valentines day! you better make it up to me at the movies next friday ;]) we went down and ate breakfast. THEN WE WATCHED MAMMA MIA. that movie was so horrible. I WANT MY HOUR AND 45 MINUTES OF LIFE BACK, THANK YOU. it was really funny though so it was bearable. i knew the words to most of the music so i kind of sang along in my head. Then i ate a yummy hoagie that her aunt made me while kt ate bread; then went upstairs. I continued to criticize her lack of music knowledge and she made yet another list of bands that she needs to listen to. I soon after went home and just chilled for the rest of the night.
The next day i just watched soap operas until i had to go to my game. i didnt have to play goalie \o/ i almost got in a fight with some girl though. i swear, she started it! and another one of them bitches purposed stomped on my foot. i got in a fight with their coach at the end of the game. "they was just mad cause they lost. THEM BITCHES SHOULDNT START SHIT THEY CANT FINISH," was what i yelled before leaving the rec center.
picture of me when i got home:
the shirt/my jersey is red. my camera is just a fucktard.
i play better when im slightly pissed off. at least my aggression is good for something.
Then today i went to the mall! I looked like "an adorable waitress":
i got a cute cardigan at pac sun. i shall wear it tomorrow. paul bothered me a little but i cant blame him, im just too cute ;] (i am totally kidding)
i texted kt the entire day, what would i do without you bb?
i went home and then helped my sister with research. i have been on the computer ever since.
but i did call emma! (after talking to kt on aim and amanda via text) My emma emma is the best. And we have the most amazing phone conversations. They are made of giggles and bad language. Pretty much epic win.
I just sit here listening to Britney Spears (I have so much love for her, its more than slightly ridiculous) and talking to emma on aim and i am super happy.
This thursday is going to be my one-year anniversary of not cutting. I am fucking proud of myself. No one can ever take that away from me.
I hope you all had as good of a week end as i did.
Night loves.
Friday i went to Katies. I havent been there in about 3 weeks but it still felt like home. Fell asleep at 8 watching pokemon with her. We woke up the next morning and snuggled for a bit (though not enough occurred. it was valentines day! you better make it up to me at the movies next friday ;]) we went down and ate breakfast. THEN WE WATCHED MAMMA MIA. that movie was so horrible. I WANT MY HOUR AND 45 MINUTES OF LIFE BACK, THANK YOU. it was really funny though so it was bearable. i knew the words to most of the music so i kind of sang along in my head. Then i ate a yummy hoagie that her aunt made me while kt ate bread; then went upstairs. I continued to criticize her lack of music knowledge and she made yet another list of bands that she needs to listen to. I soon after went home and just chilled for the rest of the night.
The next day i just watched soap operas until i had to go to my game. i didnt have to play goalie \o/ i almost got in a fight with some girl though. i swear, she started it! and another one of them bitches purposed stomped on my foot. i got in a fight with their coach at the end of the game. "they was just mad cause they lost. THEM BITCHES SHOULDNT START SHIT THEY CANT FINISH," was what i yelled before leaving the rec center.
picture of me when i got home:
the shirt/my jersey is red. my camera is just a fucktard.
i play better when im slightly pissed off. at least my aggression is good for something.
Then today i went to the mall! I looked like "an adorable waitress":
i got a cute cardigan at pac sun. i shall wear it tomorrow. paul bothered me a little but i cant blame him, im just too cute ;] (i am totally kidding)
i texted kt the entire day, what would i do without you bb?
i went home and then helped my sister with research. i have been on the computer ever since.
but i did call emma! (after talking to kt on aim and amanda via text) My emma emma is the best. And we have the most amazing phone conversations. They are made of giggles and bad language. Pretty much epic win.
I just sit here listening to Britney Spears (I have so much love for her, its more than slightly ridiculous) and talking to emma on aim and i am super happy.
This thursday is going to be my one-year anniversary of not cutting. I am fucking proud of myself. No one can ever take that away from me.
I hope you all had as good of a week end as i did.
Night loves.