I could swallow a bottle of aspirin for every ache and pain you put me through. just to be with you.

[sew_these_lips]

I came home to find out your not around
I looked for you and called your name
I thought for a second I may have heard you in the silent reply
I thought wrong
I don't know where you are
I don't know why you've left
But I can't stay angry since I've been where you were once or twice before
So I tried to push it all back
Tried to fight off the pain that rushed to my sides and made me want to collapse
I tried these things and found temporary relief in telling myself it wasn't true
I found myself caught in a trace
paralyzed with grief and wonder unable to even blink the building saline from my eyes
so as my vision blurred and I lost myself in memories of the times when you could smile, times when things like this were only on TV... times when it was just you and me
I reached for the reciever to dial for you
I left you a message, I know it's too late
I told you I loved you and I hope your alright
I should've done a lot of things sooner,
I didn't see your cries for help, I was to busy with my own.

.I'm so sorry.

If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.