life
i can't get over how good winter break has been for me. i've been able to stay out late and spend lots of time with my cute boyfriend. unfortunately he no longer works at apple. as lame as it is, i cried a little because like i just felt so bad. the whole situation is really unfair and i hope either he gets his job back or he gets justice in some way. but it was hard to be upset about it when he is just so positive. but it is God's will and something really awesome will come out of it!
yesterday was me and brendan's year and a half. we just hung out at his house and watched that movie 21. it seems like a long time, and lots of things have changed. sometimes a part of me misses things. like how it used to be a long time ago, and i can't really pinpoint where those things went away. but really, things now are just incredibly perfect. like he is so freakin nice to me and i don't think i will ever get over that.
next semester i am taking 5 classes. i was going to take another online course at charter oak, but i am going to work on studying for my GMAT, which i figure will keep me really busy. i am working annoying shifts at work, so many days work and class are back to back until later in the day. i got accepted to the upper division so i am officially in my major. all 5 classes are marketing classes like advertising and promotion and retailing, which i know i will do really good in. only thing that is bad is my books are like SO MUCH MONEY! i only found 3 online at cheaper prices, it's insane!
i just feel really good. i want to stop being uptight and anxious. i want to be comfortable with myself and see myself the way God sees me. i want to be more trusting of Him because i really want Him to do big things in my life, but i hold back sometimes. i am glad i have good influences around me and to be a part of an awesome church plant. i have no idea what i am going to be doing in the future, and for once i just don't want to think about it. i know God will take care of every need i have. i mean, he takes care of the birds in the air and the lilies of the field right?
yesterday was me and brendan's year and a half. we just hung out at his house and watched that movie 21. it seems like a long time, and lots of things have changed. sometimes a part of me misses things. like how it used to be a long time ago, and i can't really pinpoint where those things went away. but really, things now are just incredibly perfect. like he is so freakin nice to me and i don't think i will ever get over that.
next semester i am taking 5 classes. i was going to take another online course at charter oak, but i am going to work on studying for my GMAT, which i figure will keep me really busy. i am working annoying shifts at work, so many days work and class are back to back until later in the day. i got accepted to the upper division so i am officially in my major. all 5 classes are marketing classes like advertising and promotion and retailing, which i know i will do really good in. only thing that is bad is my books are like SO MUCH MONEY! i only found 3 online at cheaper prices, it's insane!
i just feel really good. i want to stop being uptight and anxious. i want to be comfortable with myself and see myself the way God sees me. i want to be more trusting of Him because i really want Him to do big things in my life, but i hold back sometimes. i am glad i have good influences around me and to be a part of an awesome church plant. i have no idea what i am going to be doing in the future, and for once i just don't want to think about it. i know God will take care of every need i have. i mean, he takes care of the birds in the air and the lilies of the field right?