justforyou
you want to know what passes through my mind when you do the things that you shouldnt?(even though i dont mind it. we both know its not right)
the fact that i still have feelings for you. and how much it hurts because i cant be with you.
i think about a lot of things when im with you. i think about how happy i am when im around you.
how laughing and smiling comes so much easier with you.
"i like it when you smile" my response shouldve been 'i like it when you make me smile'
i like it when you compliment me. when you tell me im beautiful.
i just like you.
and so maybe just friends is all we'll ever be. but thats ok. because your really happy with her and 'in love'. right?
blah.
imsorrythatiputyouthroughalotofshitimsorrythatyouhavetodealwithmeespeciallywhenimdownimtryingtobeoptimisticandhappierforthemostpartbutsometimesitjustdoesntworkbutiquitmyselfdestructionbecauseiknewithurtyouiquitalotofthingsbecauseiknewithurtyouandthatsthelastthingiwanttodoeventhoughialwaysseemtoanywaysimsorryforeverything
im not venting to you anymore in here. not like this. i need to stop being such a lameass and actually tell you shit face to face.
yea. you'll finally win the next time we hang out. pinky swear.
ive broken both my legs falling for you.
<3.
the fact that i still have feelings for you. and how much it hurts because i cant be with you.
i think about a lot of things when im with you. i think about how happy i am when im around you.
how laughing and smiling comes so much easier with you.
"i like it when you smile" my response shouldve been 'i like it when you make me smile'
i like it when you compliment me. when you tell me im beautiful.
i just like you.
and so maybe just friends is all we'll ever be. but thats ok. because your really happy with her and 'in love'. right?
blah.
imsorrythatiputyouthroughalotofshitimsorrythatyouhavetodealwithmeespeciallywhenimdownimtryingtobeoptimisticandhappierforthemostpartbutsometimesitjustdoesntworkbutiquitmyselfdestructionbecauseiknewithurtyouiquitalotofthingsbecauseiknewithurtyouandthatsthelastthingiwanttodoeventhoughialwaysseemtoanywaysimsorryforeverything
im not venting to you anymore in here. not like this. i need to stop being such a lameass and actually tell you shit face to face.
yea. you'll finally win the next time we hang out. pinky swear.
ive broken both my legs falling for you.
<3.