satisfaction
my need for creation, creativity, passion exceeds my urge to acquire power, influence; this is not to say that to create, the be creative, to live and breath passion detracts from the power and influence one may acquire, it is to take an alternative, perhaps more subtle, perhaps more green, route to a balanced state of satisfaction. This in opposition to an overt, forced course of action clumsily designed by one mind; alternatives derived from a need, and matter of course as symptoms of self.