Today was defintely a success
managed to work a full Saturday! This is something I only manged once before in the past three months.
But look! No anxiety attacks, no nausea/dry-heaving, no crying!
Well, I think there's was about forty minutes where I was suddenly a bit iffy. But managed to get over it.
We were super busy. And all the computers were full for most of the day: Kids, Teen, adult, all the computers.
But as I realized that the day was almost over and I completely survived it, I felt so damn proud of myself that not even teens could ruin my mood. Then a patron with her kids came and gave staff treat bags with chocolates with a little note about "random acts of kindness" So yeah that's pretty fucking awesome, too!
Now I am home to fallumph and try not to eat all the chocolates at once. We'll see....
But look! No anxiety attacks, no nausea/dry-heaving, no crying!
Well, I think there's was about forty minutes where I was suddenly a bit iffy. But managed to get over it.
We were super busy. And all the computers were full for most of the day: Kids, Teen, adult, all the computers.
But as I realized that the day was almost over and I completely survived it, I felt so damn proud of myself that not even teens could ruin my mood. Then a patron with her kids came and gave staff treat bags with chocolates with a little note about "random acts of kindness" So yeah that's pretty fucking awesome, too!
Now I am home to fallumph and try not to eat all the chocolates at once. We'll see....