PR
So I got accepted to the PR program....what a relief. its just another small weight off my shoulders.
gosh....ive just been so busy its not even funny.
work, school, internship....everything!
so by the weekend, ihave not done anything social, and last friday night i realized i am the biggest loser. ya no friends. like i suppose i have people to call....but i need my own friends. people at liberty square are so high maintence. so it just sucks. i just want someone to be chill w/.
friday mon and i went to the polynesian thing at the wilk w/ armenian's bro and micah.....ya they ditched us. so we got choke depressed. i hate boys here.
so we just moped all night....
saturday celeste and i got up early and picked up my cousin matty at the airport then went up to Logan for th day. sooo fun. its so chill up- there. if i wasn't at byu....id be there. i like it. we went to the game, then chilled then went to this comedy thing, it was actually funny, compared to byu g-rated activities. hahaah...oh well. i do love byu. just not right now.
celeste and i went to go make friends w/ these guys who left a note on her car....but when we got there, they weren't there. so we talked w/ their rommmates....and they were just not very fun. nice i suppose. just i havn't fuond anyone that i just care to hang out w/ and want to spend mroe than 30 mins with. no matter who it is...i feel like there is always someone id rather be spending time w/...but in reality, there is no one. well....the one person is in arizona. its annoying now. 19 months....sweet life.
speaking of amanda's papers went in today. crazy. choke jealous. and brittany is leaving like next week. holy jealous! i need to buy my time. today's lesson w/ bott was sister missinoaryies. im so bitter towards it. but i suppose im just prideful. im too feministic. i just hate people telling me what my role is as a woman. i understand it....i just hate it sometimes...especailly when people say it in a derogitory way. so ya, im going home this weekend....im soooo excited. just time alone. w/ people who know me and care about me. its weird going home and being "Jessica Maughan" again. no one knows me out here....well the ones that did left or live accorss campus. its a reality check for sure. but ya, im excited for bt's farewell. and just to be home. its homecoming weekend. so that will be fun. im excited to see parker.
its weird....i won't see Britt for about 3 years. weird. same w/ amanda too. crazy. its sad. but its just life now. people moving on and doing thier own thing. i just have the hardest time w/ change. i think it may have had something to do w/ me living in CO all my lfie.....never moving, having the same friends fo 18 years. then all of a sudden these past 2 yeasr have been psyco....and everyone is always gettng married, going accross the world, switching schools. its life though right.
well i always find myself so bitter in these. i write in here when everything builds up.
i am super blessed. i need to be happy. im working on it.
Jess
gosh....ive just been so busy its not even funny.
work, school, internship....everything!
so by the weekend, ihave not done anything social, and last friday night i realized i am the biggest loser. ya no friends. like i suppose i have people to call....but i need my own friends. people at liberty square are so high maintence. so it just sucks. i just want someone to be chill w/.
friday mon and i went to the polynesian thing at the wilk w/ armenian's bro and micah.....ya they ditched us. so we got choke depressed. i hate boys here.
so we just moped all night....
saturday celeste and i got up early and picked up my cousin matty at the airport then went up to Logan for th day. sooo fun. its so chill up- there. if i wasn't at byu....id be there. i like it. we went to the game, then chilled then went to this comedy thing, it was actually funny, compared to byu g-rated activities. hahaah...oh well. i do love byu. just not right now.
celeste and i went to go make friends w/ these guys who left a note on her car....but when we got there, they weren't there. so we talked w/ their rommmates....and they were just not very fun. nice i suppose. just i havn't fuond anyone that i just care to hang out w/ and want to spend mroe than 30 mins with. no matter who it is...i feel like there is always someone id rather be spending time w/...but in reality, there is no one. well....the one person is in arizona. its annoying now. 19 months....sweet life.
speaking of amanda's papers went in today. crazy. choke jealous. and brittany is leaving like next week. holy jealous! i need to buy my time. today's lesson w/ bott was sister missinoaryies. im so bitter towards it. but i suppose im just prideful. im too feministic. i just hate people telling me what my role is as a woman. i understand it....i just hate it sometimes...especailly when people say it in a derogitory way. so ya, im going home this weekend....im soooo excited. just time alone. w/ people who know me and care about me. its weird going home and being "Jessica Maughan" again. no one knows me out here....well the ones that did left or live accorss campus. its a reality check for sure. but ya, im excited for bt's farewell. and just to be home. its homecoming weekend. so that will be fun. im excited to see parker.
its weird....i won't see Britt for about 3 years. weird. same w/ amanda too. crazy. its sad. but its just life now. people moving on and doing thier own thing. i just have the hardest time w/ change. i think it may have had something to do w/ me living in CO all my lfie.....never moving, having the same friends fo 18 years. then all of a sudden these past 2 yeasr have been psyco....and everyone is always gettng married, going accross the world, switching schools. its life though right.
well i always find myself so bitter in these. i write in here when everything builds up.
i am super blessed. i need to be happy. im working on it.
Jess