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so i've just lost my latin notebook. actually i noticed it was missing on tuesday, and i still haven't found it. i'm really fucking pissed at myself because i'm a mess. i keep realizing everyday that i'm not cut out for high-school. i'm unorganized, i'm very forgetful, i lose things way too easily, i'm just a complete mess.
besides losing te notebook to my favorite subject, i got into a fight with my only ex. yeah my 1st relationship didnt work out so well. now, about 2months later, i'm trying to be nice and see if we can be friends. he agreed and so we say hi whenever we walk by and we have conversations here and there, but while i was in the library he pulled the chair from under me and a friend who was sitting on my lap. he makes fun of me non-stop and diminishes me to make himself look like a god to his friends who are around. i confronted him and he pulls all this shit on how i talk about him behind his back and he doesnt want to be friends with someone like that. i don't know why i'm trying so hard to be friends with this kid, he's not worth it. i can't wait for tomorrow when i go home for a nice relaxing time with me and my family. no volleyball, no boys, no homework, just me, my movies, my books, and my life.
besides losing te notebook to my favorite subject, i got into a fight with my only ex. yeah my 1st relationship didnt work out so well. now, about 2months later, i'm trying to be nice and see if we can be friends. he agreed and so we say hi whenever we walk by and we have conversations here and there, but while i was in the library he pulled the chair from under me and a friend who was sitting on my lap. he makes fun of me non-stop and diminishes me to make himself look like a god to his friends who are around. i confronted him and he pulls all this shit on how i talk about him behind his back and he doesnt want to be friends with someone like that. i don't know why i'm trying so hard to be friends with this kid, he's not worth it. i can't wait for tomorrow when i go home for a nice relaxing time with me and my family. no volleyball, no boys, no homework, just me, my movies, my books, and my life.