what's missing
I've only had one boyfriend, and that relationship didn't turn out so well. I don't want just sex, I want a guy who wants to hang out with me. Hopefully I can find someone who won't make me feel so useless while we're with his friends. How hard is it to find a guy who can be nice to me and at the same time can give me those pleasures every girl wants? I don't understand what i've been doing wrong. Do you know how hard it is to find that someone who you connect with on so many levels, and they don't even realize it? At Berkshire and at Choate i have had this happen to me. I should take Duke's advice and just stay away from high school relationships, but I can't help but lust for one. I don't want to be so lonley anymore. I know I have amazing friends like Andrea, Chelsea, Aly, Kayla, and many others, but is that really enough? All i want is just a sweet handsome athletic boy who will treat me with repsect. When will I find one...