Gone Today, Here Tomorrow...
I asked my best guy friend today what was wrong with me. No, it wasn't Duke. Although I say Duke and I are best friends, I don;t think he really likes that and just says we're friends. But this guy who has been an amazing friend to me told me something that made me feel a little less irritated. He said I am amazing, he loves me, and that it's not a big deal if I don't find someone to be with at Berkshire. Once he said this I felt so much better. Why had i been trying so hard to find a boyfriend? I admitted in a previous journal entry that I was lonely, but now I realize if I have friends like this boy i'm not lonely. It's like the soul-mate episode of Sex and the City. Charlotte proposed that she, Carrie, Miranda and Samantha be each others soul mates and they all agreed whole-heartedly. That's what I need, and what I have. My best friends, Berkshire or Choate, are my soul mates. That's all I need, for now anyways. I have atleast 3 girl best friends and 2 guy best friends. That's more than a lot of people have in high school. I think i'm set for now. Once i get back to playing Volleyball, my life as I know it will be in a nirvana built for a high school teenage girl going through a confusing period in her life.
I'm very happy, and I just thought i'd share that with the livejournal world.
I'm very happy, and I just thought i'd share that with the livejournal world.