2 Years and counting...
Well, its been 2 hellacious years. And I do mean hellacious.
But today was also an ok day. I managed to get through it without sticking my head under the pillow and not coming out for the rest of the day.
The one thing I wonder all the time is how it would be with Dylan and Daniel. Hell would Daniel even be called Daniel? Don't know. And what kind of big brother would Dylan have been. Again don't know. I wish I did know.
Its questions like these that really bother me. Even more than his death does.
Well, I guess that's all I got to say about this this year.
But today was also an ok day. I managed to get through it without sticking my head under the pillow and not coming out for the rest of the day.
The one thing I wonder all the time is how it would be with Dylan and Daniel. Hell would Daniel even be called Daniel? Don't know. And what kind of big brother would Dylan have been. Again don't know. I wish I did know.
Its questions like these that really bother me. Even more than his death does.
Well, I guess that's all I got to say about this this year.