Apr 27, 2005 03:15
Despite the lame title of my entry I really do feel a lot better. I have long ago abandoned Christianity but I had trouble embracing wiccanism. A lot of friends remember the months that my heart was torn over my decisiton to denounce the only religion I had ever known. But I did know that it was wrong and even more wrong for me so I left it.
But now I can really be happy and someday soon, be proud and open about being a wiccan. I did a lot more research on it this vacation and I was so happy to learn about the celebrations, the god and goddess, the equality, and the over all sensibility of Wicca. Not to mention we have the absolute best Halloweens right up there with Mexico. You guys all know how much I love Halloween.
I don't think I'll be having anymore nightmares about angry christians getting me. And now I will wear my pentagram more proudly knowing that we don't have any past of being cruel or evil or worshipers of the wrong things. I knew all of this before but I felt like the church still had a grip on my throat and could somehow affect me. HAPPY BELHANE TO EVERYONE! COMING UP MAY 1st!!!!!!!!!!