Comments | servethejewel: somedays i wish i could just crawl out of my skin to leave this place.

servethejewel

somedays i wish i could just crawl out of my skin to leave this place.

Sep 19, 2005 15:26

so i think this maybe my only true time i've actually wanted to sit down and write about my feeling via livejournal. Its just that they are so potent right now i feel like if i dont write them somewhere they may eat me alive while i sleep tonight ( Read more... )

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only_joking September 20 2005, 13:17:09 UTC

Generally, these decisions are usually the best ones (we know ourselves well), and if we're capable of deprecation in one form, we're capable of it in another. Basically, your brain is probably just giving you a hard time using regret and a slideshow of memmories. It is the worst to waste energy on old love. WORST. Distract yourself, :)
Have fun.
Stay gold.

*hugs* Come back soon!

lsusoftballfan September 21 2005, 00:43:33 UTC

i love you

wildtiger2004 September 21 2005, 22:20:12 UTC

Honey, you're going to compare other guys to Andy for the rest of your days. That's how we measure how awesome or sucky each subsequent guy is. I compared my current boy to my past two. After a while, you'll come to realize how dysfunctional it all was. Don't get me wrong, you'll still remember those days as some of the best, but there will be better. You work at fucking DisneyWorld...you know how many homos work there, too!!!

You're right, it has been a month, but that doesn't make you pathetic for still feeling lost and empty. Just keep an open mind and a guarded heart and proceed diligently, but patiently. It might take another month or so, but you will be fine. Andy'll be but a fainting pain. Keep being your crazy Wessy-pooh cute-and-fluffy self. Someone'll turn up.

Much hugs, much love.
--Johnny

mudpies September 26 2005, 18:16:34 UTC

i saw somebody in the grocery store the other day and he looked exactly like you! it was crrepy but it made me realize how much i miss you and your company.
I never knew you were going through all this. I will give you a call asap!

wow wideanglefocus January 15 2006, 23:59:24 UTC

it's funny how this post could have been verbatim a post of mine back in October. sometimes, I think you and I are two peas in a pod when especially when we are going after the same guy or something. :-P

I think things are going to be cool that we are all going to be doing our own thing now and hanging out with each other when we care to not by default. Things will rock, cheers to new adventures and moving on.

See ya soon.

Dave