Jan 23, 2005 13:46
*sigh* OK, I talked to him for like 3 hours last night. I can't believe I'm saying this, but I still really love him, and that's not going to go away for a while. While we were talking, we were discussing some problems...he definitley has a lot of issues, and I guess there's still sort of hope. Right now I need that, but who knows how I will feel in April when I go back to school.
Hating him, and wallowing in this won't help any either, so I'm trying to work on not doing either of those. It's really tough though because all I want to do is curl up in my bed and sleep for a really long time. But I can't, I have stuff to do, which is what sucks
i'm just so tired