WTF
Ok, so this past week has been really hard. I know I haven't really been helping myself get through it, but gosh darn it, I just don't understand. I know I'm waiting for something. But, I'm missing something. I going go to bed...everything is better in the morning.
Ok, it's the morning, and things aren't better. I still woke up feeling like a used piece of ass. SO...here's the deal. My EX boyfriend ( who broke up with me less than a week ago )ALREADY has a NEW girlfriend...yeah...that's real effin cute. If I seem angry at all, that's cause I am. Ya know, I think the last time he told me he loved me was hmm...earlier this week. YOU DON"T DO THAT IF YOU"RE MAKING OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. I'm really trying not to hate him. Seriously. I KNEW it was cause he wanted to get on other girls. He keeps saying, "it's not like that," so tell me dear what the hell IS it like, I really want to know. Oh Gosh...I'm really exemplifying Christ's love right now. I seriously hate guys. I'm being dramatic right now, so I don't really mean this. But I'm swearing off guys. THEY SUCKS! I'm just going to be a man-hating feminist bitch and then everything will be PEACHY!!
Please give me reasons on why I shouldn't hate him right now. I'd really like to rebound, but I CAN"T because I said i wouldn't date anyone who's not LDS or younger than me. SO THAT NARROWS IT DOWN TO NO ONE. He couldn't even pull that shit at a time when I could fine a rebound guy.
Wow...that was a lot of venting and I still don't effing feel better.
So I better end this
Ok, it's the morning, and things aren't better. I still woke up feeling like a used piece of ass. SO...here's the deal. My EX boyfriend ( who broke up with me less than a week ago )ALREADY has a NEW girlfriend...yeah...that's real effin cute. If I seem angry at all, that's cause I am. Ya know, I think the last time he told me he loved me was hmm...earlier this week. YOU DON"T DO THAT IF YOU"RE MAKING OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. I'm really trying not to hate him. Seriously. I KNEW it was cause he wanted to get on other girls. He keeps saying, "it's not like that," so tell me dear what the hell IS it like, I really want to know. Oh Gosh...I'm really exemplifying Christ's love right now. I seriously hate guys. I'm being dramatic right now, so I don't really mean this. But I'm swearing off guys. THEY SUCKS! I'm just going to be a man-hating feminist bitch and then everything will be PEACHY!!
Please give me reasons on why I shouldn't hate him right now. I'd really like to rebound, but I CAN"T because I said i wouldn't date anyone who's not LDS or younger than me. SO THAT NARROWS IT DOWN TO NO ONE. He couldn't even pull that shit at a time when I could fine a rebound guy.
Wow...that was a lot of venting and I still don't effing feel better.
So I better end this