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I've always known that everything happens for a reason, though some of my experiences left me wondering what they did for me or anyone else for the better. So many times all it seemed like was something pointless that just caused me one more emotional scar. A little while ago I began to examine these scars and began to realize that most of them left me with a trait or a knowledge that I didn't have before, and after finding out whats been going on in the lives of others who were involved, I see that so many of these experiences have changed them for the better and I have to say that I'm so very happy for them. and as for myself, I'm the happiest i've ever been in my life, and everythings just so perfect. I mean there are always going to be those speed bumpsbut we still keep rolling. Jeremy and i are still going strong, six months this Sunday, and we've still never had a real fight, and whenever there is a minor issue we just talk it out. The fact that I know he's the one I'm spending the rest of my life with just thrills me every single day, so much so that I have a difficult time only taking one day at a time some days. everytime I see his face I still get butterflies, and whenever he kisses me the whole world just dissappears. Everytime he smiles I can't help but smile too, and whenever he's sad i would give anything just to see him smile again. I can't wait to wake up next to him every moring. I love him with every fiber of my being. He's everything to me.