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I am so terrified right now. My grandma's in the emergency room, she hurts so bad she can't even stand up straight. she had a scope and colonoscopy done three days ago and the doctor told her today that the pain is not normal and that she may have a perforated bowel, which is life threatening, So he told her that she had to go to the ER. I'm stucka at home, not knowing anything. Probably for hours. I talked to Jeremy for a little while, but he has worries of his own. I told him about this but I guess I still needed to vent. I'm so scared about so many things right now. My buddy list just showed somone logging on and my heart just jumped because I hoped it would be Jeremy...he's seemed so distant the last two days...