I ruin everything
i may have lost the best thing i have ever had. i have done some stupid things these past few weeks because i thought that it was what i wanted. but the moment my stress leaves and my moodiness goes away and i see how much i hurt you...i am so sorry.
i am just here to hurt people. i told him goodbye. and this time it will stick. i lost my best friend, the only person i talk to anymore. and all because it never should have happened to begin with.
i just...i can explain it in my own head but the moment i try to put it to words i cant say it. i know it will terrorize you, and ruin everything that we had. and i cant even tell him because of how much it will hurt him. he kept hoping and i never did anything to tell him no.
i am so sorry.
so ill just walk the plank and ill jump with a smile if im gonna go down im going to do it with style you hear me surrender you wont see me confess because youve left me with nothing but ive worked with less
yours, kitten
i am just here to hurt people. i told him goodbye. and this time it will stick. i lost my best friend, the only person i talk to anymore. and all because it never should have happened to begin with.
i just...i can explain it in my own head but the moment i try to put it to words i cant say it. i know it will terrorize you, and ruin everything that we had. and i cant even tell him because of how much it will hurt him. he kept hoping and i never did anything to tell him no.
i am so sorry.
so ill just walk the plank and ill jump with a smile if im gonna go down im going to do it with style you hear me surrender you wont see me confess because youve left me with nothing but ive worked with less
yours, kitten