how the hell did we wind up like this?
Six weeks in and god is this fucked up. Passing all my classes with eighties, done with midterms, finally got the credit i deserve in drawing, actually heading there in a few minutes. Done with plaster molds- moved on to wood shelving. Perspective is ok.
But then...goddess how did this happen?
Last year the class was asked if a male and female can have a relationship/friendship without being sexual.
At the time i was all for yes- they can
A year later, facing what i am, the answer is no.
Sex is always present weither you mean it or not.
God it had been so nice up till this point, he understands me more than anyone else. But i know where my path lies, as conflicted as it is. we just need to be apart for the first time, we need to think.
But goddess i dont want to.
But then...goddess how did this happen?
Last year the class was asked if a male and female can have a relationship/friendship without being sexual.
At the time i was all for yes- they can
A year later, facing what i am, the answer is no.
Sex is always present weither you mean it or not.
God it had been so nice up till this point, he understands me more than anyone else. But i know where my path lies, as conflicted as it is. we just need to be apart for the first time, we need to think.
But goddess i dont want to.