Is it just me?
I have stood naked in front of the mirror.....searching my body for that sign that says...GO AHEAD....MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE! I just can't seem to find it though! I just don't know what it is anymore.....everyone around me seems bound and determined to try and make me mad, upset or pissed off. My husband seems to be way out ahead of the rest of the pack though! I don't believe there is a day that goes by that he doesn't go out of his way........and then.....he wonders WHY I don't feel "romantic" when I climb into bed? What gives? Did you ever have one of those GREAT days at work.......and then...at the end of the day you walk out to your car and actually DREAD going home because you KNOW there will be some sort of arguement to upset you and RUIN that great mood you have had all day? That was MY DAY today! I just knew it. My husband (CHILD) that he is......likes to go sulk in his room and not talk to you. Yep....that solves everything! Let's just let me walk around on eggshells all night and try to figure out what I have done wrong now. Well, tonight......I actually KNOW what it is......I didn't pay a bill....the cell phone.....and they cut it off.....which pissed him off......but how do you pay for something when you don't have enough money to cover it? Should I have written a check that was going to bounce? That's not my style. Also....our new checking account SUCKS! Our paychecks have to be in our account for at least 3 days before we can use any of that money....or they bounce that! Well.......of course....he used some of the money before it had cleared....so they BOUNCED one of our payments....they payed the check but they still CHARGED us the overdraft fee and WE HAD THE MONEY IN THE DAMN ACCOUNT!!!!!!!!!!! WE WILL HAVE A NEW CHECKING ACCOUNT BEFORE NEXT WEEK! I WON'T PUT UP WITH THIS CRAP!
I have been trying to keep a positive attitude thru everything....and believe me...it's been so much.....my step mom became ill....was hospitalized for a month......very serious stuff.....she passed away on December 5, 2005. We moved back up north in a weekend......packed our stuff or at least what we could.....I guess we are going to let our house be repo'd.....took me quite awhile to find a job......we are living with my dad (which has it's OWN set of problems and challenges).....Dave and I BOTH gave up smoking........it's been close to 2 months now......Dave is still using the patch....I've been off of it going on 2 weeks now......and now.....my dearly beloved hubby wants to be a major butt head......well..........I'M SORRY......BUT I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M AT MY BREAKING POINT! Things had best ease up or else........
I think I better end for now.....maybe I'll update again when I feel a little better....so.....hope everyone else's life is better than mine......cause this one really sucks!
I have been trying to keep a positive attitude thru everything....and believe me...it's been so much.....my step mom became ill....was hospitalized for a month......very serious stuff.....she passed away on December 5, 2005. We moved back up north in a weekend......packed our stuff or at least what we could.....I guess we are going to let our house be repo'd.....took me quite awhile to find a job......we are living with my dad (which has it's OWN set of problems and challenges).....Dave and I BOTH gave up smoking........it's been close to 2 months now......Dave is still using the patch....I've been off of it going on 2 weeks now......and now.....my dearly beloved hubby wants to be a major butt head......well..........I'M SORRY......BUT I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M AT MY BREAKING POINT! Things had best ease up or else........
I think I better end for now.....maybe I'll update again when I feel a little better....so.....hope everyone else's life is better than mine......cause this one really sucks!