hungry
NEVER ENOUGH! never fucking enough.
so, i'm never drinking again. at least not until i forget about how bad the end of last night and all of today has been. i threw up. bad. in someone else's car. someone i sorta work for. i wanted to die. i'm not that sort of person, well, i didn't think so anyway. aparently i was wrong. as i have been so often lately. now i have to buy the best i'm-sorry-please-forgive-me-and-then-immediately-forget-this-ever-happened present that i can afford. any suggestions? today my body tried to kill me for what i did to it last night.
the problem last night is that i was being intoxicated by things that were not alcohol.
this is what they call Life folks. i have a firecracker inside my chest.
and i want that art
so, i'm never drinking again. at least not until i forget about how bad the end of last night and all of today has been. i threw up. bad. in someone else's car. someone i sorta work for. i wanted to die. i'm not that sort of person, well, i didn't think so anyway. aparently i was wrong. as i have been so often lately. now i have to buy the best i'm-sorry-please-forgive-me-and-then-immediately-forget-this-ever-happened present that i can afford. any suggestions? today my body tried to kill me for what i did to it last night.
the problem last night is that i was being intoxicated by things that were not alcohol.
this is what they call Life folks. i have a firecracker inside my chest.
and i want that art