wonder woman
i like that word.
um, so two months after we last spoke i am now in a different state. MD. yeah, it's cool. i've never done this move away and live on your own thing before and i'm still getting used to it. the person i was the first 18 years of my life is at home and loving it. the person i've been for the past 4 years still doesn't know how to handle it. i miss you all terribly, much more than i thought i would. i can't wait to visit next month and i'm scared i won't want to come back. that won't be true though.
i really like it here. i'm poor, but i've done that before, so i can handle it. i like some people a lot. some a ton, and some just ok, but i can't think of anyone i actually dislike. oh wait, yeah i can, nevermind.
damn it, i'm starting to miss aaron right now. he's going away the weekend i'm coming home and i don't know if i can forgive him that.
i want some friends. i think the reason i miss aaron and the sisters so much is because no matter how many people here i like and that like me, there's no one to be Close to.
good lord, i wasn't sad til i started this.
ok, to combat that, a list of happy:
tiny kids (and HOT dads, well mostly just this one)
tap dancing
sign language
the AccessAbility kids
what's inside of us that makes us all the same
that picture from when were trying to take a chrismas card picture and we're cracking up.
me
pants
meeting new people i like
hippapotamus
(side note: oh no! i left my cinderella water bottle in the box office! aagh!)
christina invited the apprenti to a party. i actually went, i actually had a good time and didn't just constantly feel awkward like usual
new plays (for free too! and meeting the playwright cause margaret knows him!)
riding the metro
(living in a city with REAL public transportation)
living in a city
going to museums for FREE this wed when i don't work
lots of free drinks here
the last time i bought gas was when i moved here (i live 4.4 miles from work!)
the possibility of new friends
the new friends i have already
Harry Potter talks with the best one of those new friends
getting to watch the oc last week!
(ok side note. i took an online quiz that would cleverly tell me which oc character i was. i'm SANDY. the MAN. aparently they left out the question 'do you have a penis?' julia pointed out that he's rich. that is not worth those eyebrows my friend.)
there's a family guy movie! it's hysterical. watch it.
i feel better. thanks.
i have the drunken piper in my head. it's weird to me when i get songs with no words stuck in my head.
i was reading over old livejournals and i still think i would have been better off as a fruit fly. this is too complicated for me.
um, so two months after we last spoke i am now in a different state. MD. yeah, it's cool. i've never done this move away and live on your own thing before and i'm still getting used to it. the person i was the first 18 years of my life is at home and loving it. the person i've been for the past 4 years still doesn't know how to handle it. i miss you all terribly, much more than i thought i would. i can't wait to visit next month and i'm scared i won't want to come back. that won't be true though.
i really like it here. i'm poor, but i've done that before, so i can handle it. i like some people a lot. some a ton, and some just ok, but i can't think of anyone i actually dislike. oh wait, yeah i can, nevermind.
damn it, i'm starting to miss aaron right now. he's going away the weekend i'm coming home and i don't know if i can forgive him that.
i want some friends. i think the reason i miss aaron and the sisters so much is because no matter how many people here i like and that like me, there's no one to be Close to.
good lord, i wasn't sad til i started this.
ok, to combat that, a list of happy:
tiny kids (and HOT dads, well mostly just this one)
tap dancing
sign language
the AccessAbility kids
what's inside of us that makes us all the same
that picture from when were trying to take a chrismas card picture and we're cracking up.
me
pants
meeting new people i like
hippapotamus
(side note: oh no! i left my cinderella water bottle in the box office! aagh!)
christina invited the apprenti to a party. i actually went, i actually had a good time and didn't just constantly feel awkward like usual
new plays (for free too! and meeting the playwright cause margaret knows him!)
riding the metro
(living in a city with REAL public transportation)
living in a city
going to museums for FREE this wed when i don't work
lots of free drinks here
the last time i bought gas was when i moved here (i live 4.4 miles from work!)
the possibility of new friends
the new friends i have already
Harry Potter talks with the best one of those new friends
getting to watch the oc last week!
(ok side note. i took an online quiz that would cleverly tell me which oc character i was. i'm SANDY. the MAN. aparently they left out the question 'do you have a penis?' julia pointed out that he's rich. that is not worth those eyebrows my friend.)
there's a family guy movie! it's hysterical. watch it.
i feel better. thanks.
i have the drunken piper in my head. it's weird to me when i get songs with no words stuck in my head.
i was reading over old livejournals and i still think i would have been better off as a fruit fly. this is too complicated for me.