Messy emotions engulfing me...
First off I'd like to say this guilt is eating me up inside. Yet I have no reason to feel guilty. I have not really seen my family much lately, work, school, and friends don't leave much time for that. I have come a long way from darkness yet I can't help but to still feel inadequate, at times empty and sorrowful. I am surrounding myself with amazing people at all times because they truly shed the light on the darkness I have been feeling. Sometimes it is anger, sometimes tears, regret, guilt, and the worst one is shame. I suppose it is time to clean my mess up.