I feel empty
I guess a low was bound to hit me. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm just living life to pass the time, not living it because I enjoy it. College feels a bit too easy, and I honestly don't feel motivated. i'm working out in the gym, and I do go out, but I don't find anyone I'd really want to talk to. I don't get my other classes until October. And I can't find a job, so this means getting off my ass and making money doesn't look like it's likely soon. I want clothes. I want to commission stuff. And I'm trying to honestly, move on, from a former crush, but, I find it hard. Especially since no guys have shown interest in me :/. I honestly don't think I can say I didn't try. I did. A lot more should be happening. But it seems I have shit luck.