Nov 13, 2005 22:24
AAAAHHH MUTHALAND! i am falling apart at the seams and i am sick of it. i can't seem to get my life into a pattern. i can't seem to get caught up in some classes but i am ahead in others that it doesn't matter i'm ahead in because it's not going to help me. my knee is killing me and my mom refuses to learn how to use photoshop so she dangles money in front of me to get me to help her but i JUST DONT FUCKING HAVE TIME. so i'm driving back and forth between my mom's house and my dad's house scanning in images and mailing them to her (becuase for some reason the scanner AT HER HOUSE is at the other end of the house from the computer.. ) and i'm trying to work on my color theory homework before i'm supposed to be at her house in 30 mins to photoshop some logo thingy together for her.. ugh i hate it. i'm so stressed out and when i get back to school a stranger is going to be living with me (who moved in this weekend) and i hope i wont find anymore stalker letters in my mailbox. my family is giving me crap about liking a guy 7 years older than me whom i can't even date till he comes back from AFGHANISTAN in december.. or march.. or who knows when.. and my sister had some jungle themed dance that i got recruited to help her come up with and create a costume for. i am stretched way too thin and i can't even get my own shit straight and meanwhile i still have to answer questions about "have you given anymore thought to what we talked about?" "so you still thinking you're gonna date him?" "well have you read that book about MARRIAGE i gave you.. i really want you to read it..." FUCK PEOPLE! LEAVE ME ALONE!
thanks dad for buying me a bicycle.