Dec 14, 2003 09:30
I swear...I hate my life.
Joe isnt coming now, because its "snowing too hard" and the roads may be dangerous. Fucking lovely. I suppose this wouldnt be as big of a deal if I wasnt having an eviction notice posted on my door tomorrow, and I hadnt already quit my job. YaY for living on the streets. Thats always LOADS of fucking fun. Id rather die, and may go about finding out the easiest methods. My mom talks so much shit and I hate it. YEAH ITS FUCKING EASY FOR YOU TO SAY GO FIND A HOMELESS SHELTER, AND KEEP YOUR HEAD UP, AND THINGS WILL BE OK. She refuses to come get me and bring me home because "she did it last time, and I didnt appreciate it". What a crock of shit. Die, mom. Thanks.
Joe---you can suck a big fat fucking cock yourself, buddy. This wouldnt have even been an issue had you just left the original plans alone for Aimee to come get me. Fucking wankster.
*looks at bag of ecstasy laying on the counter*
God I want to eat all of those RIGHT FUCKING NOW and forget---numbing the pain seems like a more logical approach than just feeling sorry for myself. If I am going to be a bum, I might as well at least act like one and get wasted, right?