Dec 13, 2003 18:08
mischa_tschumi: I can't just push you out of my mind, my soul and my heart. I am simply unable to, because you still mean very, very much to me.
This is such a clusterfuck. I wish YOU were here. I want YOU to hold me and give me a kiss on the forehead. I want YOU to be my knight in shining armor and rescue me from this horrible nightmare----to comfort me and tell me everything is going to be alright. I want to drown in your eyes again and be whisked away onto the pink cloud we rode on before.
Fuck 4500 miles. Now I dont even get a chance to win you back. You are gone----forever.
*tears*