Dec 27, 2003 19:21
I hurt so much....I hurt physically, mentally, emotionally. oh and I have the added guilt that someone quit because I told them to leave me alone.
I wanna go to bed and never wake up
I don't want to hurt like this forever. I loved him so much...and I believed he loved me just as much....I wanted to be with him forever, no matter what...I wanted a family with him...I wanted to grow old with him...I always want the impossible
I just wasn't good enough for him...and I want him to say that he made a mistake and he's sorry and he really does love me...but I know it won't...I wish this other girl had never been born...I hate her, but its not really her fault...its mine...I’m so stupid...
I was stupid to think that anyone would ever love me...STUPID....I just want to die...I want to have an accident on the way to work...I want a plane to crash into my house...I’ll never be good enough for anyone
I can't even eat...I’m so sick to my stomach...every inch of me hurts so bad...I just want it to stop hurting...I wanna drown in the tub...I want the heat to stop working so I freeze to death...
life just doesn't seem worth living with out him by my side...
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid...I should have known he wouldn't love me...no one can...
my dad used to sing me louie louie when I was sad...I wish he would now...I HURT SO BAD I HURT SO BAD...I JUST WANT TO DIE