long time no write..
well.. i'm 19 now. go me. i went up to oregon to visit my sister and her girlfriend. it was really nice to get to know her better. she's an amazingly down to earth person. she's not just my sister anymore, she's someone i can trust with anything. I know now that i can call her and tell her anything, i'm not scared to tell her my deepest darkest secrets and i'm not scared to let her know details about my life. my sister is just, awesome.
I've met a boy that makes my butterflies go crazy. His name is joey, he's in the navy, and he's leaving for four months on the twentyfourth. i'm not going to allow myself to get to into him too soon because i don't want to be hurt..... again. he's a genuine person, so far. i know its bad to think the worst of people, but i can't help it. I've been screwed over so many times that i can't affored to allow someone to hurt me again.
I'm starting the atkins diet today. I've gained about 30 lbs this past 8 months and i'm not ok with that. I want to look good in a bathing suit agian, and i will. its gonna be hard, but its something i really want. wish me luck.
I am trying to get a full time job at wal mart. the jewelry section, not the stupie cashiers possition. i think i might keep my job at the coffee shop, but i dunno, thats the reason i put on the weight anyway. i need to get out of the food business. time to be an adult.
my neighbor Rijn (pronounced rain)'s sister is moving to cali from flordia. we are going to move out together. she's a great person to be around. genuanly nice. i like that about her a lot. she's one of those people that doesnt' expect more then she puts out. i like that a lot. i don't have these incredibly lame standards that i'm going to have to be living up to. it'll be nice to be around someone my age, someone i can talk to about everything.
well i dunno what else there is to update about, but if i think of it i'll post again..
*hugs and kisses*
Amanda
I've met a boy that makes my butterflies go crazy. His name is joey, he's in the navy, and he's leaving for four months on the twentyfourth. i'm not going to allow myself to get to into him too soon because i don't want to be hurt..... again. he's a genuine person, so far. i know its bad to think the worst of people, but i can't help it. I've been screwed over so many times that i can't affored to allow someone to hurt me again.
I'm starting the atkins diet today. I've gained about 30 lbs this past 8 months and i'm not ok with that. I want to look good in a bathing suit agian, and i will. its gonna be hard, but its something i really want. wish me luck.
I am trying to get a full time job at wal mart. the jewelry section, not the stupie cashiers possition. i think i might keep my job at the coffee shop, but i dunno, thats the reason i put on the weight anyway. i need to get out of the food business. time to be an adult.
my neighbor Rijn (pronounced rain)'s sister is moving to cali from flordia. we are going to move out together. she's a great person to be around. genuanly nice. i like that about her a lot. she's one of those people that doesnt' expect more then she puts out. i like that a lot. i don't have these incredibly lame standards that i'm going to have to be living up to. it'll be nice to be around someone my age, someone i can talk to about everything.
well i dunno what else there is to update about, but if i think of it i'll post again..
*hugs and kisses*
Amanda