Woozashs...
It has been awhile since updating.
Its about a month into my new place. I miss my mom. Only Because I am use to her being around.
Me and Tanya got into our first fight...
Oh well Shit happens.
I am at tylers new place... and actually i am really liking everyone here... I am glad that I found some other where I can feel comfy about what is going on and what we are all doing. It is new people which isnt bad, nor sad. I am glad. Because it is a new stage in my life and ai like it. I love it actually.
I am ready to get a puppy. Jess came over and she had a puppy. He was cute... I think I want one.
And paralized like aehhhh... hahaha Jimmy what are you thinking?
Anyway...
I love where i am at.
I love how things are going, I love my lovie, I love myself and I am great.
I wanna go visit Jamie and see her new place, I know that she moved in today so I hope everything went well.
It is funny I think that I have bonded with Laura...
:)
And the stories... I have so learned tonight... I know that when ever some one gets mad at me i can look at them and laugh... HAHA.EVERYONE.
Steven is ... It is quite funny.
I have invented a new drink.. Box wine, Vodka, and coke. It is actually really good.
These two black guys walked up to us while we were smoking outside... and it was werid...:S
They told us all kinds of crap!
Like this couple were walking to their car and he just goes OH his wife or what ever goes out of town and he gets all of these guys to come over and they do there things.... That was so damn funny because they were talking about him while he was walking to the car.
I dont know I cant really remember anything that has happend in the past few hours... Thats sad.
School is going great.. Im a little over whelmed.. (sp). I have to half sem. Classes, and then a online y class. I am so having a great time in abnormal Psych. I love it. I sat at work and just sat doing all of my reading, outlines, and quizes. I love it LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!
OK... Well I am so going through so many different things at the moment... Or this point in my life. ITs good.
I am going to be exoerencing alot of different emotions, And you know ... ALl of you who read this can eather be a bitch about me being honest and trusting and throw it in my face and talk about me saying I am crazy OR you can understand what is going on. I do know that if i do find out anything thing about me being downed by this consider you non-in my life anymore. Written off just like that.
... Just for the record...
Anyway, I know that there is alot of things going on at the moment, my emotions are all over the place and i dont like it. I know that it is normal and i am going to have a GREAT life when all of this is over. It has to be worth it. I know it is. Therefore so what, sue me for being honest and trusting everyone with my life.
I am glad that i have Tyler he has been there for me while i cry and talk and see what is going on .
I am coming to grips to what has happend in my life and experiencing all of the emotions that i have never felt again, I am going through the negative ones at the moment but I am so looking foward to the good ones. We talked about wha tmy survival responces are.. And you know what... Im doing the best I can.
If you come at me, watch out. If i feel trapped, get out of my way. I am always on the go. I have to have my alone time. I have to prove myself now. I dont do well with feeling trapped, I dont know how to experience life anymore and its starting to change. I give and give, and dont ask anything in return (not that that is a bad thing, it is just a life), there are so many things that i have to cope with and fix, and it is overwhelming, however it is going to be so worth it.
Me and Tyler have decided next yera theat we might get a place together because we both have been alone, but i dont know. We will talk about that when it comes, and what happens from now and then will all affect what happens next.
I might just want to be on my own. Who cares, i am not sure yet. All i know is that we are going to grad school in Athens.
YAY!
I cant believe it has been 3 years... It is crazy.
OK.
Well that was ALOT of random things, And i am drinking and should be social.
Love always!
Its about a month into my new place. I miss my mom. Only Because I am use to her being around.
Me and Tanya got into our first fight...
Oh well Shit happens.
I am at tylers new place... and actually i am really liking everyone here... I am glad that I found some other where I can feel comfy about what is going on and what we are all doing. It is new people which isnt bad, nor sad. I am glad. Because it is a new stage in my life and ai like it. I love it actually.
I am ready to get a puppy. Jess came over and she had a puppy. He was cute... I think I want one.
And paralized like aehhhh... hahaha Jimmy what are you thinking?
Anyway...
I love where i am at.
I love how things are going, I love my lovie, I love myself and I am great.
I wanna go visit Jamie and see her new place, I know that she moved in today so I hope everything went well.
It is funny I think that I have bonded with Laura...
:)
And the stories... I have so learned tonight... I know that when ever some one gets mad at me i can look at them and laugh... HAHA.EVERYONE.
Steven is ... It is quite funny.
I have invented a new drink.. Box wine, Vodka, and coke. It is actually really good.
These two black guys walked up to us while we were smoking outside... and it was werid...:S
They told us all kinds of crap!
Like this couple were walking to their car and he just goes OH his wife or what ever goes out of town and he gets all of these guys to come over and they do there things.... That was so damn funny because they were talking about him while he was walking to the car.
I dont know I cant really remember anything that has happend in the past few hours... Thats sad.
School is going great.. Im a little over whelmed.. (sp). I have to half sem. Classes, and then a online y class. I am so having a great time in abnormal Psych. I love it. I sat at work and just sat doing all of my reading, outlines, and quizes. I love it LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!
OK... Well I am so going through so many different things at the moment... Or this point in my life. ITs good.
I am going to be exoerencing alot of different emotions, And you know ... ALl of you who read this can eather be a bitch about me being honest and trusting and throw it in my face and talk about me saying I am crazy OR you can understand what is going on. I do know that if i do find out anything thing about me being downed by this consider you non-in my life anymore. Written off just like that.
... Just for the record...
Anyway, I know that there is alot of things going on at the moment, my emotions are all over the place and i dont like it. I know that it is normal and i am going to have a GREAT life when all of this is over. It has to be worth it. I know it is. Therefore so what, sue me for being honest and trusting everyone with my life.
I am glad that i have Tyler he has been there for me while i cry and talk and see what is going on .
I am coming to grips to what has happend in my life and experiencing all of the emotions that i have never felt again, I am going through the negative ones at the moment but I am so looking foward to the good ones. We talked about wha tmy survival responces are.. And you know what... Im doing the best I can.
If you come at me, watch out. If i feel trapped, get out of my way. I am always on the go. I have to have my alone time. I have to prove myself now. I dont do well with feeling trapped, I dont know how to experience life anymore and its starting to change. I give and give, and dont ask anything in return (not that that is a bad thing, it is just a life), there are so many things that i have to cope with and fix, and it is overwhelming, however it is going to be so worth it.
Me and Tyler have decided next yera theat we might get a place together because we both have been alone, but i dont know. We will talk about that when it comes, and what happens from now and then will all affect what happens next.
I might just want to be on my own. Who cares, i am not sure yet. All i know is that we are going to grad school in Athens.
YAY!
I cant believe it has been 3 years... It is crazy.
OK.
Well that was ALOT of random things, And i am drinking and should be social.
Love always!