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Dec 18, 2004 20:27

well here we go, damn its been a long time since i wrote in this thing, but it would prolly make me feel better, *shrug* so lets see where to begin.... I had Xevin Micah on October 20th at 8:36pm he was 6.lb5.oz
21 1/4" it was fairly easy considering the circumstances, i sat in labor from like 2pm that day and sick as hell, but finally my mom came and took me to the hospital... it didn't take 4 hours for me to have my lil boy, mom says he looks just like me....he is a really good baby from what i understand, he sleeps all night, he hasn't gotten colicy nothing is wrong with him as far as we can tell... *rolls eyes* doctors and their "you have to take your vitamins and not smoke and blah blah blah" he seems just fine to me!? i am quiting though....if people would just stop giving them to me.. even without me asking.... man wow.. i never thought i could do so many things at once lol... feeding eating changing burping,washing and making bottles its crazy, he just now has started smiling real good at just my voice... hes starting to grab stuff too... he really loves grabing a handful or two of my hair..i am trying to get a job as well... although i would rather go back to school, prolly to be a cook,but, i really need to get some money so that i can have a house... that would be really nice....lol...able to have my own room, one thats not also a storage room.... yea.. its great *sarcasm* (as if you couldn't tell) anyhoo. i don't really know what else is going on.. i mean lots is going on and mean stuff is going on but i am sure you don't want to hearabout dirty diapers and things of that nature... besides Xevin, my life is pretty much on hold... like it has been since i left georgia...i can't stand not doing anything... its driving me crazy really.. but then again if i was working i would be bitching about how i never get to see my son and work is so hard and blah blah.... but right now i don't really care... i would be happy to be out of the house i don't care how much shit i would have to do... well.. thats a lie.. i wouldn't want to like....lay brick or anything lol.... my birthdays comming up... 21 woo hoo i am getting drunk... naturally... but i am staying at home... i would rather make a fucking fool of myself at home rather than in public....wouldn't want to be puking on some crazy assed bitch and have to kick her ass lol....

ok i guess thats enough.. i could prolly ramble on forever....but i won't....
see...uhh...talk....umm no...i'll write more later
~Stefani~
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