Sep 09, 2005 15:18
Well I finaly did it.. I broke up with jaymie.. i guess I just couldnt stand the lying.
I plan on saving up as much money as I can and working on buying a house. Jaymie and I are still going to try and be friends.. were going to a movie tonight, and that will decied on if we can. Jaymie is realy my only friend and it sucks that at the end of the night I might not have a friend anymore.
I have endured this befour and I am confident that I can do it again.. you can only be as lony as you feel, and If i keep myself bussy I wont be lonly at all.
Im not sure if i can continue hanging out with felisity, id like to say that I can, and maby I will try, But I dont feel importand at all.. this is the second time she has stood me up in the whole 2 weeks we have been talking again.
I feel to much for her and where I have grown up.. I dont think she has. Maby I will find a nice girl somewhere out there, who has the same morals and ethics as I do.. It will probubly be when I move states.. Im not sure where It will be, But all I know is that I need to get out of missouri, and away from my past.
Well i need to be picking up my check.. im not sure if ill ever write again.. so you mights a s well not even look.