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Nov 16, 2005 23:53

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wrath_of_mars November 17 2005, 07:11:17 UTC
I want to punch the computer screen right now.. but I told myself I'd comment in a much more respectable manner. Note: Please read this like I am talking to you calmly because I would be if I was standing in front of you. I don't want a comment war to break out.

The reason I got upset is because you didn't ask me at all if it would be a problem for her to come into town on a school day. That assumption was a little annoying but forgivable.

As for further conversation we had I was frustrated and disoriented and I even told you that. I was not intentionally trying to make you invite Hoshi over. Actually I wasn't trying at all, I was being upset because you decided to tell me this now after the list had been made. Mostly the whole fight broke out because you came to a conclusion before you had full facts.

The rest of the fight however.. forgive me for how I put this was just a bitch fight. Meaningless words that were on topic that's all.. and was trying to get you to come out of that cold shell. I am aware of how you can get sometimes but you should also be aware of how stubborn I get. If I feel like I am being dominated it is hard for me to stop fighting. It didn't help that this fight did not end in a compromise like they usually do. I gave up on you when I called you heartless, because you were.. as you admit, being heartless and brutal.

My biggest worry though is that I was concerned that I'd make Hoshi sad if I went and she couldn't. However she took it a little more clear headed than I and understands. She made a good point though, you two really need to get on better terms if it's this bad.

Finally I am not going to let some petty fight get in the way of our friendship more or less if I am going to come. I am still coming and I'd like for you still still send the invite, but I really wish you'd inform me of important things like this to avoid fights.

Btw, anything in particular that you might want for your birthday? I can see if I can get it for you.

And this comment was way too long.

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seraphim_kudo November 17 2005, 22:01:26 UTC
Well...the list was made at Cracker Barrel over dinner, so I didn't have any way to contact people, su....

And um. I can't really think of anything in particular. >> I can think of wanting money....but....use your imagination. ^^; I don't have a lot of wants currently that could easily be gotten. That are also affordable >>;; Like my corsets. ^^;

Gyah....*sigh* >_>; Our fights get too vicious. And I had tried to stop it, but.... *shrug* But currently I have little to no opprotunities to get on better terms with her...end of the year is always such a mess. So, unfortunately, that will have to wait...

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wrath_of_mars November 17 2005, 22:56:20 UTC
I see.. well I'll try to find you something that screams Kayleigh at me. ^^;

Yeah.. ^^; like our metaphore. We get angry and it's like feeding oxigen to the fire, until one of the other wears out.

If you are willing to work things out I am sure the wait will be no prob. *hugs* I'm sorry about letting things get out of hand.

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seraphim_kudo November 17 2005, 23:21:41 UTC
Yeah, ok...o.o I'm willing.

And that's alright...nyuu...it was bit more frustrating than usual because I haven't had an argument in a long time...kinda messed me up today ^^;... My brain had gotten used to no-argument stress. And today it like o-o french-fried my brain in Math. x_o; oops..

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