Eventualists
I don't know why things have been so strange for me recently. This whole, school/grandmother thing is getting to me. I realize it's not fair to got on my friends cases for not being able to plan things or carry any plans out. I mean, I understand that's just the way things are...it just doesn't float my boat any more. They constantly bring up the fact that there's still a month of summer left. Well, maybe for them.
My grandmother is dying, and me...I'm not handling it well, but what can I say to my friends? The happy-go-lucky, full of denial...guys. They hate it when I "bring trouble/drama into the group." I can only imagine how they'd react to me saying anything about this. Not understanding is an understatement.
So, recently I've been sick of eventualists, people who keep saying something will eventually happen, because what I have come to realize is there might not be a tomorrow.
My grandmother is dying, and me...I'm not handling it well, but what can I say to my friends? The happy-go-lucky, full of denial...guys. They hate it when I "bring trouble/drama into the group." I can only imagine how they'd react to me saying anything about this. Not understanding is an understatement.
So, recently I've been sick of eventualists, people who keep saying something will eventually happen, because what I have come to realize is there might not be a tomorrow.