Let it burn
Why am I so awkward?
Just go with the flow. It'll work out.
I haven't cried in a really long time. I mean, really cried. The last time I cried was on my birthday, and that was because I was thinking about Eric. But even so, it still was only tears, nothing intense. When I was with Greg I cried all the time.
Even so... sometimes I miss crying. It was such an outpouring of emotion. I haven't had a good cry in a while. I feel like I haven't felt any intense and ultra-passionate emotions in a while. But I suppose those types don't come around too often. Come to think of it, they're pretty exhausting when experienced too often.
I found a boy that I really like. He's strong and he's smart. He's funny and we can be around each other so easily. Chivalry is not dead with him. He invited me out to coffee. I think he likes me too. The thing is, he lives an hour and a half away. The other thing is that he has a brother who I have known and been friends with for quite a while, and he supposedly likes me as well.
I'm not really sure what will happen with that... I guess we'll find out. There's no real rush. No race to the finish.
I hear a lot of people my age saying "I feel so old." At age 22, I can't feel more the opposite. I still feel so young. So immature. there is so much I don't know. So much I have yet to see and experience. I still act like a kid sometimes.
Just go with the flow. It'll work out.
I haven't cried in a really long time. I mean, really cried. The last time I cried was on my birthday, and that was because I was thinking about Eric. But even so, it still was only tears, nothing intense. When I was with Greg I cried all the time.
Even so... sometimes I miss crying. It was such an outpouring of emotion. I haven't had a good cry in a while. I feel like I haven't felt any intense and ultra-passionate emotions in a while. But I suppose those types don't come around too often. Come to think of it, they're pretty exhausting when experienced too often.
I found a boy that I really like. He's strong and he's smart. He's funny and we can be around each other so easily. Chivalry is not dead with him. He invited me out to coffee. I think he likes me too. The thing is, he lives an hour and a half away. The other thing is that he has a brother who I have known and been friends with for quite a while, and he supposedly likes me as well.
I'm not really sure what will happen with that... I guess we'll find out. There's no real rush. No race to the finish.
I hear a lot of people my age saying "I feel so old." At age 22, I can't feel more the opposite. I still feel so young. So immature. there is so much I don't know. So much I have yet to see and experience. I still act like a kid sometimes.