Dec 12, 2010 15:41
WOW I feel absolutely fucking TERRIBLE today...
godamnit I wish you still read this. I really fucking wish you did. I know you are still on my friends list here but I dont think you frequent here anymore.
Jesus.....I cannot believe I let myself get so upset...I did NOT expect that. I dont know how it happened. Well I know how it happened..but I thought I was above it all. Unable to get those feelings so soon.
I dont think it wise to continue speaking anymore. For I am not strong enough to be okay with seeing you with someone else....and if we elevate our.."thing"...ooohh boy its only going to get worse.
I will not apoligize for how I feel. Something about LA is just so unappealing - as much as it is beautiful.
But I'm too SD for your LA ways.
done!