May 22, 2006 22:46
Every relationship goes through those phases where things just don't seem to go right no matter what you do. It's frustrating, and it makes it seem like maybe it wasn't as great as you'd built it up to be. And then the phase ends and you're right back where you were (*click* picture *click*) and you can't help but smile for doubting it in the first place. Then you remember that THAT is what relationships are about. It's in the bad times that we define ourselves, not in the good. How we handle our lows is what determines our highs.
Tonight I am here, alone, and still just as much in love as I was in lust the first time I saw him on the street walking toward me. And I have butterflies just thinking about it.